When We Were Still Children

When we were still children.
When you were a boy, and I was a girl.
When we knew nothing, and we knew everything.
When we played really hard, and laughed out laud.
When we walked along that seashore.
Along that seashore, as if it's not gonna end.
And there came the sunset, the last ray of sunshine,
sprinkled so beautifully and so splendidly on us.
And we were silent.

Then we began to run, run like the wind gone wild.
We thought we were running to eternity.
And we began to grow, as the sand got into our shoes,
And eyes.
Our shadows grew longer, and we taller.

And suddenly one day you stopped, turned to me,
and smiled.
It's been so lovely to have you beside me.
Even since we were so young, for so long...

Uncertain eyes

It is all doomed to be
This second of stillness
When darkness shadowed her
Powerless cheeks
With coldness, again
But without pain, she stared
With that pair of uncertain eyes

The flashes once shined
Were crumbled
As if shattered into stones
As she crouched down behind me
Shall I surrender to the ground
And to her arms, like a child
But she only stared at my feet
As if I were not there

She could not look up
She would not look up
As the wind whistled in silence
And I held my breath to stand
Still, suddenly my body crashed
Into a little bottle buried under the sea
As if I were the only creature
Remained on earth
And the whole galaxy stared

Helplessly, and her uncertain eyes
Captured me, tender but cruel
I was scared but there was
Nowhere to hide, if only the stars
Could give me some hint, some clue
Some tiny little bit of hope
But the whole sky was filled with
Pairs and pairs of uncertain eyes

The fear built within
Was screaming while escaping
But my body grounded by the bottle
Remained soundless
For she has taken away all my voice
And she left her laughter in my nightmare
Her uncertain eyes crawled all over me
Coldness in darkness, without pain

Then one day
Her eyes became mine

Who wears a natural smirk

She wears a natural smirk
She looks at you and blinks an eye
She walks in the rainbow crossing sky
She heals with laughter and joy
Behind which she silently cries

She loves as if she is hating
She hates as if she is joking
She jokes as if she is hurting
She hurts as if she is enjoying
She enjoys as if she is forgeting

He wears a natural smirk
He looks at you and blinks an eye
He smokes with a shivering mind
He peels off his layers of masks
Behind which he used to hide

He forgets as if he's enjoying
He enjoys as if he is hurting
He hurts as if he is joking
He jokes as if he is hating
He hates as if he is loving

She wears a natural smirk
She looks at him and blinks an eye
She finds a scar next to his month
She touches it with her cold finger tips
She is his mirror to hate and miss

He wears a natural smirk
He looks at her and blinks an eye
He has a scar next to his month
He throws the cigar and pulls her close
He is her scar to seal with a kiss

My Last Poem-我，是这样的爱你

我，是这样的爱你

窗外静谧的夜，旋转
我的世界，在眩晕中变得遥远
你的手划过我的腰间，轻握我的肩膀
是那样一种千丝万缕般的温柔
而我隐隐作痛的心无法迎接你
若即若离的眼光，我迟疑的双唇
喃喃无声——

我，是这样的爱你
那低沉的耳语淹没在喧闹的音乐中
而你那固执而不动声色的吻
却刻在我的唇上，冰冷而芳醇
那是我们的第一场也是最后一场舞蹈
在谢幕的时候，你冲我单纯的微笑

你又怎么会知道
我，是这样的爱你
竟然在那样一个瞬间
就奋不顾身的爱上你
就不知所措的爱上你
就情不自禁的爱上你
就无可救药的爱上你
爱上一个，突然消失不见的你

我，始终是这样的爱你
如果可以，我情愿用我一辈子的时间
去换那与你再共舞一曲的美丽
我会在最动人的音乐中捧一束玫瑰
我会用生命将那血色的玫瑰献给你
连同那颤抖的历尽千辛万苦让我辗转反侧的几个字
如果那就是我的绝唱——

我，是这样的爱你
我宣布，用最执著却已耗尽心力的脆弱声音
海的女儿用甜美的嗓音换取人类的双腿
而她注定将在太阳升起的时候化成心碎的泡沫
灰姑娘的完美也终会消失在午夜十二点
而你在那一曲之后将再也找不到我
就如同现在的我，找不到你。。。

但是我，还是这样的爱你
爱你出现的阴霾雨季和你深灰色的上衣
爱你指尖的烟草味和你眼角幸福的纹路
而在这迷离的童话故事里，你渐渐远去
我站在风口，一切昏天黑地
只有你微笑的模样，挥之不去
而我甚至不能有一声叹息，任凭泪水决堤
也许，我就这样迷失——

在没有你的梦境里。。。
在杳无声息的回忆里。。。

而我终于发现，我的眼泪你看不见
我在水里，我的泪水只是模糊我的视线
而你从来只在世界的另一端，也许
你也在爱着，深深地爱着某个人，
只是那是另外一个人
那是另外一场舞蹈，另外一个传说

是的，我是这样的爱你
我眼睁睁的看着你离去，却不能追寻你的足迹
我为什么逃离不了世俗的束缚
而你为什么放不下那些伤痛的往昔
又到底是谁在哼唱那令人惋惜又心碎的独角戏？
我的爱将离去，你的爱终难回
我只有在绝望中抱着你，你只是在恍惚间回应我。。。

你又怎么会知道
你怀中的到底是怎样的女子？
用怎样细致的心绪和敏感的眼睛，还有心
去体味你去感动你去了解你去说服你
去添补别人的空白，去成全那个离奇的梦
然后，无声的退出，在她最钟爱的舞台上
谢幕——

她那纤弱的手臂固执的伸向前方
她的眼睛里写满了单纯而幼稚的渴望，却
瑟瑟的孤独寂寞着，晦暗无光
我知道，那是她想说——
我，是这样的爱你
因为那萧瑟而憔悴的眼光突然发出万道光芒
也许，她真的会在想象的幸福中死去。。。

可是，她唯一的观众不懂
就如同王子不懂人鱼的语言。。。

The Swan

I see people walking by

I cannot walk, so I want to cry
I hear birds singing in the sky
Or are they laughing at me?
For that I can never fly

I stay quietly in the pond
Thinking how lovely is the sunshine
As my lonely afternoon quietly goes by
Who dares to look down into the water?
Who has that pair of caring eyes?

I have been looking for you
And a way back to you, my dear home
But when I finally discover you again
You are not you anymore, and I am not me
Who lost the game? Or who betrayed?
Who turned us away? Or who stayed?

And to where we belong?
And to where we belong?

For the years that have passed
I have been trying so hard to remember you
To picture you in my head
To taste you in my mind; and I endured
The pain, only to grow and grow

For the years that have passed
I diluted my sharpness and cleared my soul
To maintain composed when betrayed
To remain silent when confronted; and I endured
The loneliness, only to grow and grow

And finally I see a swan within myself

I thought you would be opening your arms
To welcome me back home
But when I finally discover you again
You are not you anymore, and I am not me
Who lost the dream? Or who obtained?
Who turned us away? Or who stayed?

And to where we belong?
And to where we belong?

我是一只以为自己是天鹅的猪

我是一只以为自己是天鹅的猪。我认识的动物不太多，真正的天鹅我也还没见过。不过我的心里有一只天鹅，对此我感到非常满足和自豪。

然而，这两天农场里多了很多各种各样的动物，我很不习惯。因为他们都用异样的眼光看着我，一边叽叽喳喳的对我说自己应该去照照镜子，却又一边上下打量着我好像我的确在什么地方与众不同。要照镜子还用你们说么？我经常跑到河边去照镜子，我特别喜欢水。可是说真的，我在水里面看到的可是天鹅！哎，估计跟你们说了你们也不信。所以我不说，所以我暗爽。

总之，我是一只自尊心很强，一般懒惰，一般能吃，而其实又很节约，特别是还很善良的猪。嗯，其实我知道为什么他们觉得我与众不同。因为我的外表是猪，我的内心是天鹅。

我最近遇到了一些好玩的动物，让我对这些动物又有了进一步的认识和了解，因此我很有感慨，忍不住想记述一下，分析一下。

首先，我第二次看到了松鼠。我当初认识松鼠的时候还不知道自己的内心里有只天鹅。那时候我觉得松鼠比我个头小好多，不过我很喜欢他的style, 就好像他是我的弟弟一样，而且他跳舞的样子特别可爱。我从来没想过会第二次再见到他，而且松鼠竟然跟我说他喜欢我！我有点搞不清楚了，我不知道自己到底什么地方吸引他，可是我发现自己无法拒绝他，因为他说，我是天鹅。还没有几个人知道这个秘密呢，所以我被小松鼠感动了。但是我还是很犹豫，因为松鼠以前都只是跟松鼠玩的，他们的游戏太激烈，我觉得不是我们猪能承受得了的。而且我是一个生活很简单的猪，松鼠却又抽烟又喝酒，顽皮又任性。我矛盾内心的脾气还不知道向谁发呢。。。哎，我到底该怎么办呢？

其次，我对羚羊彻底放弃了。我本来有点喜欢羚羊的，我觉得他聪明，直率，敏捷，勇敢，又有一点点地让人捉摸不透。可是他总喜欢跟我玩捉迷藏的游戏，我感觉好累。后来有一天我知道，原来羚羊喜欢的是麋鹿！古玲精怪，温柔矜持，却又敢爱敢恨。我想，感情也是有先来后到的，既然羚羊先预见麋鹿，我有什么好说的呢？我就头发甩甩，大步扭开！其实羚羊跟麋鹿都是跑得快的动物，这个跑那个追，或者那个跑这个追，欲擒故纵乐此不疲的爱情游戏我是玩不起的。我这只猪，只会傻傻的看别的动物离开。。。嗯，这样想来，我这个决定还是很正确的。

再次，我漫步到一个很远的地方，然后我遇见了一只天鹅，在刚看到他的一瞬间，我惊呆了。他怎么那么美，那么美，那么美。我完全不知道如何形容。然而，他看上去那样的骄傲，那样的不屑，好像所有其他的动物，从老鼠到孔雀都会拜倒在他脚下一样。我不知道该怎样接触他，我想其实我最大的快乐就是在远处看着他而已。天鹅的举手投足，一颦一笑都那样牵动我的神经，可是我不想向其他动物一样表现得对他小心翼翼，而又诚惶诚恐。奇怪的是天鹅对我很有兴趣，甚至在我面前表现出从未有过的脆弱。而我，却害怕了。如果这是爱情的话，那么这是一场极具杀伤力的无处可逃的爱情，当我终于我摘掉了他的面具时，我发现：原来他的外表是天鹅，他的内心是猪：越香艳的，也越单纯。

原来我跟天鹅可以离得如此之近；原来我跟天鹅是南北极，中间隔了整个地球。

再再次，我发现我真的很喜欢狮子。他是一只很温和的狮子，却不失坚定和执著。他也是一只很潇洒的狮子，却永远朴素又亲切。我最欣赏狮子的一点是，他非常敌友分明，所以他非常信任我。你如果是他的敌人你永远也不会知道自己是他的敌人，但是如果你是他的朋友你就会很真切地感觉到自己真的是他的朋友。狮子明明知道我是很喜欢他的，我想他也有一点点喜欢我吧，可是我们却一点都不暧昧。这样的关系简直让我嫉妒我自己！我们极为坦诚，我们也极为坦然。因此，我打心眼里感谢狮子，也衷心希望狮子好好幸福！

终于说到最后了，那就是我认识了熊。这是这么长时间以来发生在我身上最恐怖的一件事情了！熊在完全不知道我的任何信息的情况下，先跟我说做菜，然后跟我说摄影，然后跟我讲他给以前的她捂手，然后跟我讨论旅游，然后跟我讨论跳舞。。。后来他看了我的一篇文章，傻了。之后我们又随便问彼此各种各样的问题，到目前为止没有发现一样不默契的。。。本来作为一只还算见过一些世面而且以为自己是天鹅的猪，我还是相当沉的住气的，不过越来越发现，这个状况非常之要命！因为这只伟大的熊，本来是有一位温柔善良的牛陪伴的。。。虽然熊只比我大几岁，而且因为某种个人原因，牛也已经离开他，可是。。。我这只猪从来没有遇见过这种情况。。。难道这是老天对猪的惩罚么？还是，老天对猪的考验？

这篇文章，只有非常了解猪的人才能看得懂，当然猪是经过了相当程度的夸张的！
如果你不是与猪为伍的人。。。抱歉了。
嘻嘻嘻嘻。。。

完：）